The loss of not having her mother or siblings, can never be compensated. It is a scar that never heals. Many nights she would cry quietly because she felt self-pity for her situation, but then she would say to herself: "Although I am unfortunate in life, I am still healthy and have the chance to go to school. I will work hard to overcome all, try my very best at school, to have a job with a stable income to improve my life, take care of my father, my grandmother, and to help other orphans, disabled children, and other unfortunate lives".